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I know its hard to face yourself, shine the light
It's hard to open up and look deep deep down inside
But you gotta try
To feel the weakness
Fight out from the deepness
It's all in or all out
Closed eyes open mouth
It's all over and done now and done now and done
Easy on me when you let me down
Easy on me when you let me down
Easy on me when you let me down
Easy on me Easy
It's all heart or all hands
Free fall or quick sand
Don’t say you can’t when I know you can, I know you can, I know
Doesn't matter won’t get it back again
Doesn't matter won't get it back again
Doesn't matter won't get it back again
Doesn't matter or does it
I know its hard to heal yourself, find the light
It's hard to open up and mend the wound deep down inside
But you gotta try
To treat the weakness
Lie down in the deepness
I have to be til I’m gone
Feel to get strong
I’ve been tender since I was born, since I was born, since I
I've loved and lost now its time to mourn
I've loved and lost now its time to mourn
I've loved and lost now its time to mourn
I've loved and lost I've loved
I know it's hard to love yourself, beam the light
It's hard to open up and feel safe deep down inside
But you gotta try
To welcome the weakness
Pry open the deepness
Find the light
Shine the light
Grip the light
Spit the light
Splash the light
Flash the light
Feed the light
Free the light
Beam the light
Dream the light
I'm the light
You’re the light
We're the light
Be the light, Be the light, Be the light, Be the light
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These hands are to love
These hands are to hold
These hands I’m keeping
All for my own
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I made a double
I made a mirror
I made a lover out of my figure
I made a double
I made a twin
I made the best of this body I'm in
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I've got the most tender texture
Inside and out
Baby I'll make the most ginger gesture
When you come around
Lay down let me hold me
Lay down let me hold me
Lay down let me hold me
Lay down let me hold me
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I made a double
I made a mirror
I made a raindrop into a river
I made the treetops
Out of a splinter
I said I'd give love and I will deliver
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
I'm In Love, I'm Alone
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How do I get it out
How do I know if I’ve healed
I can only hope the fruit is ripe
Before I cut before I peel
How do I take it slow
Too cold too sweet to savor
Will I ever even get to taste
The fruit of my labor
Will it be bitter or sour or sweet or rotten
Will i be loved or craved forsaken or forgotten
How will i know
How will i trust
Myself to grow
And to stay soft
How did you get in
How do I know if you’re real
I can only hope the ground is soft
before I bend before I kneel
How do I keep it going
Too dark too tough to handle
Will there be enough light burning
From the one single candle
Will it be lit or dim, romantic or glowing
Will I be warm or cool or hidden or showing
How will i know
How will i trust
Myself to grow
And to stay soft
To grow and stay soft
To grow and to stay soft
To grow and stay soft
To grow and to stay soft
How do we get down
How do we know how to feel
I can only hope my eyes aren’t closed
For the big reveal
How do we just give up
Too weak too young to stay strong
Will everything end up alright
Even though something feels wrong
Will it be quick or slow or silent or spoken
Will I be cruel or kind or better or broken
How will I know
How will I trust
Myself to grow and to stay soft
To grow and stay soft
To grow and to stay soft
To grow and stay soft
To grow and to stay soft
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I’ve been the servant
I’ve been the serpent
I’ve grown relations
I’ve grown impatient
I’ve died and come back
It's all light and all black
It's all forth and all back
It's all light and all
You can’t be all stay and all roam
i can’t be all lost and all home
All flesh and all bone
All cream and all cone
All sand and all stone
All scream and all moan
All babe and all grown
Which is it now which is it now which is it now
Which is it now which is it now which is it now
I'll be your woman
I'll be your lemon
I'll grow a child
I'll grow so wild
I'll die and come back
It's all light and all black
It's all forth and all back
It's all light and all
One or the other
Which would you rather
Be free or tethered
Concrete or feather
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I need the glow, the hum
I need to hold someone'
I need the noise, the mess
I need to take a guess
If I could get it right just once
And let my light shine like the sun
On everyone
I feel the past the shame
I feel brand new, the same
I feel it all or nothing
I feel the end coming
If I could get it right just once
And let my light shine like the sun
On everyone
I will get it right one of these days
I will let my light shine shine
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i felt it then it was genuine
whats missing now is evident
i want it again
that same feeling
nothing to do with you
and everything
i know you came in light hearted
you left not knowing what you started
now I’m open i can’t close down
i’m just hoping you’ll come back around
i felt it then it was medicine
my good body was the evidence
i can feel it now if i think of then
something to do with you but not everything
i know you came in light hearted
you left not knowing what you started
now I’m open i can’t close down
i’m just hoping you come back around
nothing to do with you
nothing to do with you
nothing and everything
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stay and talk
love me tender
make it soft
see the splendor
skip the rock
send the letter
beat my heart
make it better
switch it off
trip my tremor
stop my clock
stay forever
cut the tie
wrap the wound
rest the why
blast the tune
bite the door
ladder the moon
poke the core
slide down the dune
salt the sore
kiss my gloom
keep the glow
kill the swoon
melt the snow
lick the spoon
grip the light
suck the flavor
choke the tight
trouble the danger
fade the night
crush me later
spit the knife
dirty the bather
follow the dark
aim your laser
made your mark
stayed a stranger
shook my heart
stayed a stranger
held my hand
stayed a stranger
made some plans
stayed a stranger
cried a tear
stayed a stranger
disappeared
stayed a stranger
i'm watching the door
forgetting who for
my eyes sink to the floor
i can't wait anymore
i don't know you now
i didn't know you before
i don't feel you now
your waves left my shore
i don't see you now
though your face i look for
i don't need you now
but i still watch the door
cause i'm a door watcher
you're a door jam
i'm your door mat
you're my door man
i keep my door open
you're the door slam
now my door's closing
my door's closing
i'm a door watcher
you're a door jam
i'm your door mat
you're my door man
i keep my door open
you're the door slam
now my door's closing
my door's closing
credits
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glitter in water
sinking slow mo
gaze through prism
watch the shape show
sand in the glass
watch the time pass
gaze through the eyes
the crystal ball the marbled glass
i can’t remember the future
it’s always all about to happen
i can never be too sure
i’m still trying to break my own patterns
and we don’t know better or do we
wanna know about what we can’t see
i don’t know better or do i
i let it build up then i have a good cry
like glitter in water
sinking slow mo
gaze through prism
watch the shape show
sand in the glass
watch the time pass
gaze through the eyes
the crystal ball the marbled glass
the crystal ball the marbled glass
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what am i doing now
what will happen next
if i don’t hurry up
will there be any left
i want to be seen
but don’t look at me
i want to be loved
but don’t get too close
i want to be heard
if you won’t respond
wish i had a switch
turn it off turn it on
what are you doing now
what will happen next
if you don’t hurry up
will there be any left
you just wanna touch
don’t wanna fall in love
you just wanna win
don’t wanna play the game
you wanna feel it all
instead you try to get numb
wish you had a switch
turn it off turn it on
off on off on off on
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I’m not so lonely when I’m alone
No one to hold me here in my home
When I go out there, arms all around
None of them reach out, I feel alone
I bring the flowers in from the garden
Knowing that they will just last awhile
I bring a lover into my heart and
I know that they could set it on fire
When the flames burn down and the smoke clears
Will I look over and see you’re not here
I’m not so lonely when I’m alone
I’m here to hold me, I am my home
I’m not so lonely when I’m alone
I’m here to hold me, I am my home
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